I do not know how should I be optimistic about all these. It's possible, but for how long can I be optimistic? It's still fresh in my mind that few years back, I was the one who's laughing at those who feels sad because of love. And I guess you wouldn't know how it feels until you have to go through it yourself. It wouldn't matter if it wasn't someone you cared about and fell so deep for. I really do not know how to do this. There are several more months to go but I can't even think positively right now.